Hello everyone!

I was a bit quiet at last days and I guess its time to explain why.
One week ago I've at last I've moved from mine parents apartment - its very important for me, because its a first time when I live 'on mine own account'.
I've moved to Kraków (Cracov) city outlying from mine familiar town by almost 100 km... (something about 62.139 miles I guess), its quite faraway...
I'm here with mine best friend Yen - we together rent small apartment (one room, bathroom and kitchen annex in hall) its quite expensive in this moment because I still don't have job...
I was able to move here only because Yen and mine other friend help. Yen has resigned from cheaper and bigger apartment to live with me, and mine other friend lend me quite much money on start...

You know - some months ago I hadn't nothing.
No family support (
Mine family started to tell me that I'm a loser more often than before)
No perspectives (any chances on horizon to change something, lose after lose)
No job (I couldn't find any job by 2 years ANY - damn I tried even work on stock-taking in supermarkets)
No money (no job = no money easy...)


Mine mental strength was just disappearing very fast and I started to get depressed... more and more - I'm strong, I don't like to complain and yelling about mine fate... I don't want to.

It was hard for me to move here, to Kraków - even if I dreamed about it from long time...
I had to lend money and rent apartment with consciousness that I may not find job here... and then me and Yen lost money which we put in that apartment... that Yen won't have place to live if I fail, and the fact that if I'm not find job I wont be able to give back money to mine friend.

I was damn confused...
But I decided to do it - now even if I fail I will know that I tried...

And now I'm here.
I'm sitting in front of mine computer in our small but very comfortable apartment, and I fell like I'm reviving.

Finally I'm free, finally I can eat how much I want and I don't have to worry that I'm going throw up because of (very) nervous atmosphere in mine parents apartment. Mine hands are no shaking no more and I'm claim like I use to before... long time ago.
Finally I may watch at eyes of peoples who's always say me that I'm a loser and say "you all were wrong..."

Mine friends give me a chance which mine parents, and whole family didn't want to give - and that's why I'm not going to screw up
Not this time...






I DON'T TAKE REQUESTS! ART-TRADES ARE CLOSED!

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Art Trades and gifts progress...

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Devious Vacations Project

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I DON'T TAKE REQUESTS! ATR-TRADES ARE CLOSED!
(Sorry - I have enough of them right now)

ART TRADES

1. With DONE!
Her part: [link]
Mine part: [link]

2. With
His part: in progress
Mine aprt: in progress - 50% (I have tones of scrubs and I can't choice one to finish it )

3. With DVP
Her part: in progress
Mine part: in progress - 10% (I have few orientation scrubs)

4. With
Her part: in progress
Mine aprt: in progress - 10% (I have few orientation scrubs)

5. With
Her part: [link] - She alredy done it! ...and I even didn't start to chart mine part
Mine part: in progress... 0% (OMG )


GIFTS

1. For in progress - 33% (I still CANT drawn that hairstyle damn it!!!)
2. For in progress - 60% (I made damn scrub ([link]) ...and now I'm trying to colorize it in Aurore style in photoshop ...it will take me a lifetime I guess)
3. For in progress - 45% (I need to fix some details in scrubs)


FORGIVE ME THAT I'M SO DAMN SLOW

Contests
1. - [link] Mine Entry: ...not done yet xD
2. - [link] Mine Entry: [link]

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Quiz stolen from
How much of your teenage life have you "messed up?"
(Currently I think I didnt mess up anything ...but its funny thing)

[x] gotten kissed
[ ] gotten a phone taken away in class
[ ] gotten suspended
[ ] gotten caught chewing gum
[x] gotten caught cheating on a test (many times )
Total So Far: 2

[x] arrived late to class more than 5 times
[x] didn't do homework over 5 times
[x] turned at least 3 projects in late
[x] missed school just because you felt like it
[x] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class (lesson; Religion - priest try to explay me why females are worst than males...)
Total So Far: 7

[x] got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school
[x] text people during class
[x] passed notes
[x] threw stuff across the room (ussualy it was chalk )
[x] laughed at the teacher
Total So Far: 12

[x] been in a fight at school, fist or verbal (that and that )
[ ] took pictures during school hours (I think its stupid)
[x] called someone during school hours
[x] listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours
[x] skipped a class period
Total So Far: 16

[x] threw something at the teacher (long story...)
[x] went outside the classroom without permission
[x] broke the dress code
[x] failed a class
[x] ate food during class
Total So Far: 21

[x] gotten a call from school
[x] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly (I blow up table when teacher wrote on it test questions... on mathematics )
[x] didn't take your stuff to school
[ ] given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking
[x] curse during class/school
Total So Far: 25

[x] faked your parents signature
[x] slept in class
[x] cursed at your teacher (priest-sexist)
[x] copied homework
[x] got in trouble with the principal-the vice principal
Total So Far: 30

Well... 30 from 35 ...over 90%
I guess I was a baaaaaaad girl...

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Stolen from
(Now everyone will know that Im crazy... and that mine character is full of contradictions )

.:FIRE:.

[x] You have a short temper.
[ ] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[x] You are very competitive.
[x] You like to play with fire.
[ ] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[ ] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[ ] You often lose control over yourself.
[x] You can be quite reckless.
[x] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[x] People have often called you insane.
Total: 6

.:WATER:.

[ ] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[ ] You like to go to the beach.
[ ] You rarely get angry.
[x] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[ ] You think before you act.
[ ] You are good at breaking up fights.
[x] You are a good swimmer.
[x] You like the rain.
[x] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[ ] You are very generous. (well...I guess...I don't know how people describe me in that point )
Total: 4

.:EARTH:.

[x] You are physically strong.
[ ] You have a close connection with nature.
[x] You don't mind getting dirty.
[x] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[x] You could easily survive in the wild.
[ ] You care about the environment.
[x] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[x] You rarely get depressed. (Currently almoust never )
[x] You aren't afraid of anything.
[x] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.
Total: 8

.:AIR:.

[x] You have a free spirit.
[ ] You hate rules.
[ ] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[x] You hate to be restrained.
[x] You are very independent and outgoing.
[x] You are quite intelligent.
[x] You tend to be impatient.
[ ] You are easily distracted.
[ ] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[x] You wish you could fly.
Total: 6

.ARKNESS:.

[x] You spend most of your time alone.
[x] You prefer nighttime over daytime. (Im a night creature )
[x] You like creepy things.
[x] You like to play tricks on people. (oh yes )
[x] Black is your favorite color.
[x] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, videogames, etc.
[x] You don't talk much. (Gosh why others have to speak SO MUCH?!)
[x] You are atheist.
[x] You don't mind watching scary movies. (...at night with popcorn )
[x] You love to break the rules. (thts why rules exist )
Total: 9

.:LIGHT:.

[ ] You are very polite.
[ ] You are spiritual.
[x] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them. (I'm fucking hero... I cant help it )
[ ] You believe everything you see or hear.
[ ] You are afraid of the dark.
[ ] You hate violence.
[ ] You hope for world peace.
[ ] You are generally a happy person.
[ ] Everyone loves to be around you.
[ ] You always follow the rules.
Total: 1 (o gosh I can explain that )

One thing is sure Im not the light side creature

Devious Vacations Project

So… We've got holidays now and I’ve got a crazy idea ^.^

There are many deviants who've got friend in different countries or who don’t have enough money to travel – but all of us can create.
So – let’s take our beloved friends on your dream holiday... Let’s make a deviation

How it works... you choose a friend from dA which you would like to take on a trip. You talk with that person about what kind of an art it should be – crazy, funny, nostalgic …or whatever you want.
Anyway the point is to draw a holiday photo (or few photos on one art, if you like) from that trip.
It can work as collaborations, art-trades, requests, or gifts.

If you decide to join that project:
Please add info about the project in "Artist's Comments" section, under the deviation and leave a link to my journal entry.
Please inform me about your deviations and send me links to them – I will put links and icons in this journal entry (I want to make a big holiday album here!)
Please a small entry about project in your journal (that you are in) and a link to my journal entry.

Important!
- You don't have to make the art trade with me, it may be any of your friends and all you have to do is inform me about it.
It doesn't matter wether you know me or not, I’m interested anyway.

I will comment and fave ALL drawings from that project.

Devious Vacations Project Album
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1. Eurydytka & Angrenereg (Art-trade).
- [link] (in Tunisia)
- [link] (in Bolivia)

2. AJUST & Hunter-Wolf (Art-trade)
- [link] [link] [link] (South Africa)
- in progress

3. Nanakohojo & Angrenereg (Art-trade)
- in progress
- in progress






English mistakes fixed by
Ps. What do you think about this idea?





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