New start... New lifeI was a bit quiet at last days and I guess its time to explain why.
One week ago I've at last I've moved from mine parents apartment - its very important for me, because its a first time when I live 'on mine own account'.
I've moved to Kraków (Cracov) city outlying from mine familiar town by almost 100 km... (something about 62.139 miles I guess), its quite faraway...
I'm here with mine best friend Yen - we together rent small apartment (one room, bathroom and kitchen annex in hall) its quite expensive in this moment because I still don't have job...
I was able to move here only because Yen and mine other friend help. Yen has resigned from cheaper and bigger apartment to live with me, and mine other friend lend me quite much money on start...
You know - some months ago I hadn't nothing.
No family support (
Mine family started to tell me that I'm a loser more often than before)
No perspectives (any chances on horizon to change something, lose after lose)
No job (I couldn't find any job by 2 years ANY - damn I tried even work on stock-taking in supermarkets)
No money (no job = no money easy...)
Mine mental strength was just disappearing very fast and I started to get depressed... more and more - I'm strong, I don't like to complain and yelling about mine fate... I don't want to.
It was hard for me to move here, to Kraków - even if I dreamed about it from long time...
I had to lend money and rent apartment with consciousness that I may not find job here... and then me and Yen lost money which we put in that apartment... that Yen won't have place to live if I fail, and the fact that if I'm not find job I wont be able to give back money to mine friend.
I was damn confused...
But I decided to do it - now even if I fail I will know that I tried...
And now I'm here.
I'm sitting in front of mine computer in our small but very comfortable apartment, and I fell like I'm reviving.
Finally I'm free, finally I can eat how much I want and I don't have to worry that I'm going throw up because of (very) nervous atmosphere in mine parents apartment. Mine hands are no shaking no more and I'm claim like I use to before... long time ago.
Finally I may watch at eyes of peoples who's always say me that I'm a loser and say "you all were wrong..."
Mine friends give me a chance which mine parents, and whole family didn't want to give - and that's why I'm not going to screw up
Not this time...
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Optimism
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Paul: Look, it's a school of whales.
Ringo: They look a little bit old for school.
Paul: University then.
Ringo: University of "Wales".
John: They look like drop-outs to me.
-Yellow Submarine
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I am the "who" when thee call "who's there" ...I am the wind blown though you hair
I am the shadow on the moon at night... Filling your dreams to the brim with fright...
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i'll kill you with my teacup- riddick
You are welcome
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I am the "who" when thee call "who's there" ...I am the wind blown though you hair
I am the shadow on the moon at night... Filling your dreams to the brim with fright...
are you online now? ;n;
can't you connect on msn? ;<;
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~DMR-ELK
And I know that it's so cliché to tell you that everyday I spend with you is the new best day of my life
Everyone watching us just turns away with disgust It's Jealously, they can see that we've got it going on~
at least you found a work!
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~DMR-ELK
And I know that it's so cliché to tell you that everyday I spend with you is the new best day of my life
Everyone watching us just turns away with disgust It's Jealously, they can see that we've got it going on~
Well I already need to search again... (it wasnt fixe work)
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I am the "who" when thee call "who's there" ...I am the wind blown though you hair
I am the shadow on the moon at night... Filling your dreams to the brim with fright...
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